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Dismemory

Dismemory

So odd

The trauma

The drive home

Blanked

Hidden

Save for brief flashes

But the aftermath

So vivid

Detailed

Sitting in the shower

Watching the night

Running out of your body

Throwing away clothes

Wishing you could burn them

In pain

Yet numb

In flux

Fading in and out

Dreading the dawn

This is a secret

No one’s business

Never happened

Voices whisper

Bury it

Step back into life

No one will know

Subtle reminders

Car seat now stained

The pain

Standing

Walking

Don’t eat

Trips to the bathroom

To control the flow

The feeling of filth

Forever

Permeating your skin

Keep repeating

It never happened

It never happened

Convince yourself

Believe it

Now erased

Just another dismemory

TD


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