Dismemory
So odd
The trauma
The drive home
Blanked
Hidden
Save for brief flashes
But the aftermath
So vivid
Detailed
Sitting in the shower
Watching the night
Running out of your body
Throwing away clothes
Wishing you could burn them
In pain
Yet numb
In flux
Fading in and out
Dreading the dawn
This is a secret
No one’s business
Never happened
Voices whisper
Bury it
Step back into life
No one will know
Subtle reminders
Car seat now stained
The pain
Standing
Walking
Don’t eat
Trips to the bathroom
To control the flow
The feeling of filth
Forever
Permeating your skin
Keep repeating
It never happened
It never happened
Convince yourself
Believe it
Now erased
Just another dismemory
TD
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