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thym38

Oct 7, 20211 min read

Awoke

3:33am

Awake

But not woke

Trapped in my mind

Head spinning

Here

Again

Prisoner to those I failed

Dining on ashes

Long since extinguished

Why?

What more?

In this hole

At this bottom

Why?

Chains still bind

Reaching me

When I cannot reach them?

At long last

I see

Not “them”

Tethered by guilt

By shame

Of things I could not control

Holding on to pain

Just to feel

Laying down the shovel

Purging the stones

Breaking free

In this moment

Now rising

TD

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